He's by Your Side...

Why does God love us so much. He sent his only son to die for our sins, what have we done to deserve such unconditional love? The answer is, nothing, God loves us because he loves us, there are no strings attached so rest assured that he loves you. Nothing that you've ever done could make God love you any less. He is still up there ready to listen and say yes, not right now or I have something better. Go talk to him, he wants to hear from you. He wants you to know that he wants to listen, he wants to be there, he wants to right all your wrongs but you have to take a step toward him, pray and ask for forgiveness.
Our God is an awesome God, he can do anything, trust him and love him and he will fill every missing space in your heart. Don't hurt yourself anymore, go bring yourself peace and speak to the creator of the universe, he's ready to listen. Just trust him and he will carry you where you need to go.